I hate that because of my work schedule and my horrible sleeping patterns, I'm never able to wake up on time and practice drawing. Not just that, but I also can't make online friends that share the same interests as me. I have to sleep at least 10 hours a day to have the energy to deal with everyday life. I know it's not normal, and I'm going to go to a doctor next year once I'm able to fix my insurance so I can get my hormones and thyroid checked out to see what I can do to deal with this horrible fatigue.
My social life isn't SUPER important to me. I never really had one to begin with, and then after getting married, it's was basically set in stone that I never WILL have a social life (lol). But it is important to me to a small extent to have online friends that share the same interests as me. Ones that like some of the same video games, comics, characters and whatnot... But unfortunately, due to my restrained schedule, I never have the time to talk to people that I meet online.
One good thing though, is that I at least have enough time to work on the ideas for my first original comic, and that I'm still going to art school. And I'm still happy being married the fact that my husband is my best friend and has all the same interests as me. It's just that I want a fellow female friend to sometimes fan-girl with, even if it's just online. XD
Other than that, I feel more content with my out-door-sy life. Whenever I've had a day off of work, my hubby and I have been going to parks that have tons of wild geese and swans at them, and we'll feed them corn. They know us well enough now that they eat out of our hands. I feel a lot more in-tune with nature like I used to when I was a little kid, so that makes me happy. And trying to be a vegetarian and drink organic green tea kind of helps me find that "inner peace / relaxation", as hippy-like and weird as that sounds.
Another random journal.